與Son對話
與Son對話主要是張慧敏(Son姐)跟一班朋友真情對話，每次對話沒有主題、沒有時限、沒有預設問題。
與Son對話
林慧美與Son對話
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【這不是普通的旅遊專訪，這是一場關於生命的修行】
攝影機的紅燈亮起，我坐在林慧美的對面。鏡頭前的她，眼神清澈得讓人驚訝。
很多人認識林慧美，是因為她是那位精通日本文化、對溫泉療效如數家珍的「日本通」。但隨著訪談深入，我發現自己坐在這裡，面對的不僅是一位旅遊達人，而是一位在歲月與生死邊緣走過一遭的修煉者。
她聊起小時候被家人帶著去旅行，那時她還不知道，這種對未知的好奇心，會成為她一生的志業。她帶我走進那些日本幽靜的鄉下溫泉，分享那些關於泉質、關於療癒的專業數據。但說著說著，話題突然轉向了——那些肉眼看不見的「存在」。
她平靜地訴說著從小如影隨形的靈異感應，談到那次在菲律賓潛水時的瀕死經歷，那一刻，人生如幻燈片般閃過，她感受到的不是恐懼，而是前所未有的平靜。「放下執念，生活才輕鬆。」她輕聲說道。
這位曾經為了照顧家人而忽略自己的女性，如今學會了多愛自己一點。她告訴我，自己早已寫好遺囑，無婚無子的她，將財產安排作公益。這份對生死的豁達，讓我肅然起敬。
林慧美的故事，是一場關於「謙卑」與「純粹」的修行。她讓我明白，旅行不只是為了打卡，而是為了在世界的邊界，看見自己的渺小，從而學會溫柔地對待生命。
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